Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Shoulda taken 2 happy pills today!

I am a bit nervous today as tomorrow is my surgery.  And I am finding that I am a bit "short" with everyone.  I am trying so hard to be brave and for the most part I am brave.  It's so weird but I am totally OK with the surgery until I begin to think of lying there in a room full of people totally naked and then the cutting begins.  That's when I start freaking out.  So I try not to think about that part...only the part where I fall asleep and then wake up all done.
God will hear from me a lot during these last hours before surgery.  Prayer usually calms me....I hope today is no different.

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