More from "Dancing in Limbo"

"The part that’s really hard to communicate to someone who isn’t a cancer survivor is that on a day-to-day, moment-to-moment basis, you live with the fact that there may be [cancer] cells running around, and the time bomb notion that there may be some cells on the loose; and if it’s not conscious, it’s sub-conscious, but it’s there.  It’s there all the time.”

Even though I am lucky, I have still lost……..”That is the painful truth of survival: luck and loss are intertwined.”

I am going thru what’s called survivor grief.