Books

My husband loves music.  He gets so much inspiration from music and truly believes that music is played for our lives....something might come on the radio that he needs to hear at that moment to help him thru his day, etc.  I believe that happens too.  However, I get most of my inspiration from books.  I find that if I am struggling there is always something I read in a book that helps me. 
My co-worker, Nancy, brought me a book called "Bye Bye, Ta Ta".  It is about a woman who is living with Stage 4 cancer.  Since I have had cancer twice and the doctor tells me that there is a 40% chance that it will return again I have been trying to focus on the 60% chance that the cancer WON'T come back.  That is not always easy.  So I was reading this book and once again there was something in it that was exactly what I needed at this time.  Here it is and what follows each point is how I feel or how I am doing with it.

You waste your cancer:
1.  If you do not believe it is designed for you by God. - I believe that there is a reason for everything.
2.  If you believe it is a curse and not a gift. - I try to believe it is a gift to help me.
3.  If you seek comfort from your odds rather that from God. - I am working on this.
4.  If you refuse to think about death. - I am not afraid to die...I just want it to be alot father away.
5.  If you think that "beating" cancer means staying alive rather than cherishing Christ. - Not there yet.
6.  If you spend too much time reading about cancer and not enough time reading about God. - Failing.
7.  If you let it drive you into solitude instead of deepen your relationship with manifest affection. - I like to think that I speak a little nicer and am not so quick to judge now.
8.  If you grieve as those who have no hope. - I have hope.
9.  If you treat sin as casually as before. - Failing.
10.  If you fail to use it as a means of witness to the truth and glory of Christ. - Failing.

Really it isn't the book that gives me what I need when I need it.  God finds ways to give us what we need.  Whether it's thru books or music.....He always finds a way.  We just have to be open to them.